Healing others but getting sick ourself

Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam ji  everyday we clean our glasses with a cloth. In the beginning it absorbed all the grease and made the lenses clean. Last few days it just left the grease on the lenses.    Then I had to clean the cloth in water with soap.    All worldly healers are the same, the may take some of our pain but take on the burden themself.   In the end they also need to go the infinite ocean of purity, sat jyot guru Satnaam to get cleaned up.   Baba ji said even a psychologist is trying to help patients on the maya side I. E under ego and mind,  but in the end needs a guru himself to clean him up.   Once on a meditation course we imagined seeing ourself in a mirror of the mind,  a doctor on the course said she saw all her patients illnesses on her own self. She broke down crying and left the class and never came back because it was too upsetting for her.   So we go into help others because we are compassionate, but a drowning man will also pull us into the water if we are not on firm ground.    So whenever we help others always first pray to sat jyot guru that I cannot heal anyone, but he can, he is is the infinite ocean of healing light that cleans all our sins but stay pure himself.   Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam