Become lowest, experience god

Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam   this week we started cleaning shoes to home before starting simran,  in simran we wash everyone's feet including family saying haumai nahee tuhitu,  coming home from work we started doing Dandauth to everyone in the family,  we stopped telling kids and others what to do (Control)  and do simran and those things ourself.   In our amritvela last couple of times we started feeling amrit in our hirdha again, much more today, haven't felt it for two years at least.   Our satguru ji is dhan dhan, which ardas of ours don't th e fulfil if we do it with a true heart?    If we give up our manmat, self wisdom, and just do exactly what they say with total dedication,  then God is right here for us to experience.   Dassan dass ji said for example we look for a job, then we get it, but start complaining it's too far,  I wanted more money etc etc and we don't take the job . Well guru gave us a job, but instead of being thankful and doing it with  dedication,  we start using our own man mat.   That's how we spoil the blessings we get.   Same with  simran,  we know when we are supposed to get up,  have shower,  do amritvela etc.   But we let our man mat get in the way.     We have to become like bhai lehna ji and if satguru ji says shake the tree and Indian sweets will fall we say,  sat Bachan and shake the tree.  If the say day is night and night is day,  we say sat Bachan. Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam ji looking back we see even having all tis gur gian,  we always let manmat spoil the blessings baba ji keeps giving  us.  San bax deho.  Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam ji also satguru ji please replace our sleep with simran samadhi too, make us into your golden buddha statue, make us love you like dassan dass ji loves baba ji,  sculpt our mind into the same as gurbani. Man mat varo Re, kill our man mat.  Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam keep us lowest, let us express Truth  24/7 with  no fear of what others think. Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam. Suppressing ourself is only killing our heart.  Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam only you can come and talk from this tongue. Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam