Suicide

SatNaam Jee Ka Khalsa Satnaam Jee Kee Fateh!

Dandauth Bandhana Anek Bar Jao Baray - Prostrate greetings , countless times am I sacrifice to you Baba ji and Baba ji in the sangat and in every heart.


Got back last night from holiday, heard this morning that a young mum committed suicide while we were away. Her daughter is like our own daughter always around our house playing. We said hello to the mum a few times, a Sikh lady similar age to us. Children similar age to ours. We really regreat we never got to know her over the last couple of years, she looked strained, we met her a few times at the gurdwara too. Before we left for holiday she came around and gave our daughter lots of her daughter's old school books and our wife did say, "Stay for some tea and a chat," but she declined saying, "next time." But that was not the Hukam. We felt sad on hearing of her suicide, regretted we never made more of an effort to get to know her and her husband - just that selfish British attitude of keeping ourself to ourself and not getting to close to anyone in the neighbourhood - isolated communities, not even inviting them around for dinner. We prayed for her soul, we called Baba ji just now and we are so , so , so thankful , a million times at his feet, for him being in the world, for His kindness. Baba ji, who is All-knowing (AntarJami So Prabh Poora), said she had family trouble, she had threatened many times she would take her own life, so that is what she was asking from God (Jo mangay Takur apanay te soee soee deva..whatever you ask from God he gives you) and God let her do it in the end. Now her soul was suffering its fate as Baba ji said she is still sitting in the same house as a ghost. Even though we kill the body, we still have KARMA to repay, so we are not out of reincarnation. But "Brahmgiani mukat jugat jeea ka data" - the BrahmGiani is the giver of salvation to the beings, and Baba ji said His Name "SatNaam" - the Name of our Creator who is sitting in our heart - the Name of our Maker the One whose Name ferries across the whole world - "Tera ek Naam Taray Sansaar - satnaam Satnaam satnaam". And Baba ji said she is free from the house, she is now in the Light - Sundar Nagari (Baba ji's house in Dargah, from where her soul will get chance of human birth again and to receive Naam and do bhagti). We said, "Baba ji now we understand when you said to us that you wanted there to be NO SUFFERING in the world." Baba ji replied, "all of us can try and do our best to relieve suffering wherever we see it, that we can all keep praying for the sick, the needy, the poor , the hurt , the distressed." We asked Baba ji, "how can we help her children now she has gone?" Baba ji said, "give them a big hug and tell them you care, that you are there for them , that you love them." Baba ji said to us to write a book to help others.

We said with tears in our eyes, "Baba ji you are so kind, we are so lucky to have you, the whole world is so blessed to have you, We can never thankyou enough, never." Baba ji replied, "I love you, love you, love you, love you." God is Baba ji, God is saying to all of us, "I love you, I love you, I love you." We saw Truth in action in Canada last week. Truth gives rise to Love, kindness and compassion. Baba ji broke off a leaf off a bush and said to us, "Even this is precious to me." And ate it. And we saw how Baba ji gently , kindly, spent time with each single person, took their pain, filled their heart with love, touched their face, hugged them to His bosom. We realised how precious each single being is to SatNaam. That was the greatest spiritual expereince we had, the greatest realisation we had from our trip this time. Since coming back we have mostly tried to have that same care, love, intimacy, kindess and compassion with our children and our wife and others we have met. And we have found we dont need to use so many words, they can see in our actions, in our kind touch, in our loving look that love is there and they are loved. And that is the most important thing in the world, rather than just living in illusions of having a happy family, but killing the heart of everyone in the family.

Its all Baba ji shinging through every heart.


Dust of your feet,
Preeto.