Our Brother T (see below) is a very good writer of confession, and is comfortable to go back in Maya as long as he can mop up with another confession.
Ask why no seva ji to fight the maya? The gyan is the Guru's gift, but the seva is the students sat karam.
We read the conversation you had with him on the sangat forum where you- he was half listening.
This is what Satnaam Baba refers to when speaking about those specific humble ones.
Speak Puran Sat to him, ask him to take Satnaam Simran more seriously."
The same is true for every single person on this path, Seva goes along with Simran. Without seva on a daily consistent basis there is no deep down changes to our bad habits. Look at how Guru Angad Dev ji served Guru Nanak Dev ji, and how Guru Amar Das Ji served for 12 years, getting up in the middle of the night, walking through the dark forest to the well to fetch a pale of water for Guru Angad Dev ji's bath. Look at Baba Ji's own seva of going to Gurdwara in the early hours for 7 years without missing a day and washing all the dishes, vacuuuming the floors, wiping the windows. Even for ourself we knew that when we read Dassan Dass ji's emails we got some peace and inspiration, and when we spoke to Baba ji we were uplifted. But even a fter a few days of being away from their divine wisdom I would stray right back into old maya thinking and bad habits, egotistical behaviour and desires and even having bad thought about them. So that is why we were determined to do the website seva, because almost everyday for the last 8 years it has meant we have been reading, editing, uploading the divine wisdom for benefit of others, but also benefitting us with good thoughts, guru's wisdom and a humble heart.
Guru Arjun Dev Ji says, "seva karat hoi nikaamee. Tis sevak ko praapat swamee." Meaning do seva and become desire-free, only such a servant realises God.
It is same for everyone who has been blessed with the GurPrasaadi Naam. The Naam and the Gyan is the gift of our SatGuru to us. What is our gift in return? Seva, seva and seva whilst we still have a single breath left in this body just keep doing seva.
Please dont email us asking for seva. Baba ji said to us seva is on our doorstep. Wherever God has placed us right now in the world, look around and do something useful for the community around you, wether its at the Gurdwara or local charity, or just picking up litter from the streets as you walk along.
Dhan guru Nanak Dev ji also says, "bin gun keetay bhagt na hoi." Without doing good deeds there is no Bhagti.
So if you want to get out of desires for sex and porn, or someone else wants to get out of desires for name and fame, or desires for food and pleasure, if you want to become desire-free then do seva like Baba Ji did.
Sai Baba also said, "God's Name on your lips, Service on your finger-tips."
So this is a Universal Truth. Doing Simran and confessing bad deeds is not enough, Seva is required as well. And Seva on a daily, consistent basis, until every action of yours becomes full of selflessness, full of giving, full of love and kindness for the betterment of others. Wether its giving them a smile, or some money, or some clothes, or a helping hand, or some food and 101 other things.
Dust of your feet
Harjit
God bless You to get out of the old maya habits. Do you have gurdwara near you? If you are struggling to fight with kaam and porn and losing your amritvela, then you have to become more determined to make good habits. Easiest way to do that is to go the Gurdwara, morning and night , every day for as long as you need to change yor habits. At least at the Gurdwara you will not be watching porn, you will be doing seva, you will be wiping shoes, you will be washing dishes, you will be listening to kirtan with eyes closed and doing simran inside, you will be doing ardas, you will be taking food for the sangat. You already of gurPrasaad of Naam and blessings of Satguru ji, you just need to stay in good sangat, so gurdwara is easiest and best way for you.Dust of your feetHarjitOn 21 July 2010 06:11, T wrote:
Satnaam sada suhaag preetam dey preet sat jaag jagaan mujh koodey key bhaag been daag kare suhaag satnaam sada suhaag been preetam naa hoye raag sada satnaam subhaag satnaam sada sat suhaag,Dhan Dhan akaram sat karan sat taran sat sat sat sat haran satnaam jeeDhan Dhan sat pavitar sat sangat jeeDhan Dhan Satnaam- hey dhan Dhan satnaam tu hee hai dhan dhan satnaam tu hee hai dhan dhan satnaam tu hee hai paar braham sat varan tara sat karan dey sharan charan haume maran sat dey taran.Satnaam jee,Dandouth at feet of all blessed swans of mansarovar param var har har hariya sat satnaam-satguru jee,Karta-purakh satnaam jee dey pyaare jee,we are a fool, lustful, pakhndee, lobhee, mohee and greedy egoistalical maniac blind who cannot see u and ur sangat swaroop sada sat samridh sada sat ho aap bhoop aap hee nirankar aap sat har roop sada dejee saai apnee charanan ki dhoop satguru puneet preet sad sat adhaarey dey dey naam anin pret vey moh jesey taare har baar baram baar hum moorakh haarey satguru puran bano kartaarey sat suhaag sada deaa rey hum agyaani na jaani satguru aap puneet sat udhaarey ,SatGuruu-Satnaam-Sat-sangat jee,we are kaami at kaami we keep on knowingly go into maya hands and surrender to her knowing that Satguru will forgive us and we can get away with this Oh pyaare abhnaasi saai please kill us forever please kill us forever please kill us forever this is egoistical mind pleading u to kill us delete us we keep on deciting u keep on getting enticing of maya we keep on falling at feet of maya we keep on drifting away from u we keep on neglecting u we keep on losing we knwoingly keep on doing all this we want to have ur want satnaam jee we want to have ur want we desire for desire of u we call for calling u , we are selfish manmukh who is eating shit of maya please delete me, -please kill me if u can forgiving and forgiving and forgiving we have become hard core crimininal , we cannot understand relize that u are inside -out everywhere u are in every pore of our body u are every cel of this mind u are param jyot u are every hwere we confess here at ur feet jee we keep on watching porn, desire for it and do masturbution, we dont do amrit wela , forget doing we dont even desire for it ,u have given us so many things free we have taken granted of u , Oh lover of our soul we are unforgivable lustful whore we are not capabale of giving back love to u even make worth of love of u we are selfish manmukh u take ur own love u love urself from this whore who is taking indulged in maya khel day by day night by night u please take care of ur love Satnaam jee.we are nothing just a egoistical maniac, a krodhee, apradhee and doing just hollow promises , doing hollow ardaas , doing hollow confessions where in we go back tomaya satnaam kirpaa karo kirpaa karo kirpaa, please bless us with sangat , make us charan dhool of that sat sangat all universe is ur sangat make us charan dhool of all univese may we seek u in everyone satnaam jee kirpaa karo premi of this soul please do kirpaa please do kirpaa, karee prabh tohe chitkaar maaro haume pree paar leo apnee sharan sat aparam-paar hum bethey tere dwaar paar guru sat akaal bano puran dyaal nadar kar karo nihaal aap sajaan aap rajaan aap sada gur bar akaal, dhan dhan satnaam sada aap raakhoo hamara khayaal nachaao apnee preet key taal satnaam sada dyaal,please oh lover of alll please forgive us and kill this haume satnaam.just a crow__._,_.___MARKETPLACE![Yahoo! Groups]()
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