satnaam.info: conversation with Satnam

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From: Harmeet Singh
Date: 2009/4/16

Subject: RE: [Truth] conversation with Satnam
To: satnaam@yahoogroups.com

it is a blessing to be able to read these messages from you full of great love, great humbleness, great selflessness, great faith in gur and the guru in you harjit ji. please keep on sharing your wsidom and experience with all of us so we can work on getting better out of ourselves because we are always learning from each other. your seva is dhan dhan, you have always been supporting me since day one. i love you for that, may god-guru bless all of us with naam, bandgi and seva. guru says anyone that teaches you good is your guru, same guru lives in all, i bow to all

satnaam sada satnaam

To: satnaam@yahoogroups.com
From: satsatsat@gmail.com
Date: Thu, 16 Apr 2009 11:52:04 +0100
Subject: [Truth] conversation with Satnam

satnaamsatguru satsangat ji - dandauth bandhana ji.

To all the sangat that came last friday and shared so much wisdom with Satnam even though we missed simran , your words were saturated with amrit. Just like to share with you some emails with Satnam this week.

On Tue, Apr 14, 2009 at 5:35 PM, Harjit <satsatsat@gmail.com> wrote:
> Satnaam ji
> dandauth bandhana ji
>
> Hi Satnam,
>
> hope you are well!!
> It was great to see you on Fri, hope you didnt mind all the questioning!
> Thanks for letting me into your life and for being able to pray for your
> upliftment.
> I really hope and pray you become inspired as you desire and all your
> spiritual dreams come true.
> You're already a physical warrior, just gotto apply the same attitude
> towarrds your 5 thieves. The true soorma is the one who beats the inner ego
> - and you can do it. You;ve got great sangat in southall with savdeep and
> others, you've great gurdwaras to do seva and clean shoes, you;ve got a job
> from which you can take some money , buy some langar and make langar and
> feed others at gurdwara.All these simple things bring love into your heart,
> all these simple things are good deeds that your inner guru is telling you
> that you need to accumulate.
>
> The following morning in my simran, with Guru's kirpa went into smadhi and
> this whole body was overflowing with amrit- gods dvine prescence, and you
> were infront of my. One my hands was on your head, the other on your chest
> , oer your heart. The amrit was overflowing into you and cleaning you up.
>
> So keep on going forwards now, keep on cleaning up inside, keep on doing
> ardas and accepting all your misdeeds on a daily basis, perhaps even every 5
> minutes as Dassan Dass ji told me once. Keep talking to satguru ji inside
> your heart to forgive you, to clean you up, to give you inspiration, to fill
> you with Naam and singing His praises, that's what its all about - that
> inner self talk with Guru, sweet and humble, and never give up.
>
> dust of your feet
> HArjit

2009/4/16 Satnam

Hey Veer Ji,

Thank you too for letting me into your Sangat and time take to write
the email below. Wow you went into smadhi. That sounds amazing!

I learnt alot by doing your sangat last friday. Now its all about
putting your words into practice and declare war with the five inside
of me.

One of the things that I was told on friday was not to have any
desires of smadhi or to hear the five shabads, but doesnt this
contradict with what bhagat Kabeer is saying in Gurbani:

ਕਹੁ ਕਬੀਰ ਹਰਿ ਚਰਣ ਦਿਖਾਵਹੁ ॥
कहु कबीर हरि चरण दिखावहु ॥
Kaho Kabīr har cẖaraṇ ḏikẖāvhu.
Says Kabeer, O Lord, please reveal to me Your Lotus Feet;

ਪਾਛੈ ਤੇ ਜਮੁ ਕਿਉ ਨ ਪਠਾਵਹੁ ॥੩॥੩੨॥
पाछै ते जमु किउ न पठावहु ॥३॥३२॥
Pācẖẖai ṯe jam ki▫o na paṯẖāvhu. ||3||32||
after that, go ahead and send me to my death. ||3||32||

In the shabad the above bhagat Kabeer Ji wants darshan. Isnt that a desire?

Also, I really thought about what you said about using simran as
escapism and remembered I had these desires way before the probs at
home started...

I would like to come again into sangat sometime. I'll let Satty know,
I have his number now.

Gur Fateh,

Satnam.

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From: Harjit <satsatsat@gmail.com>
Date: 2009/4/16
Subject: Re: hi
To: Satnam

satnaam ji

dandauth bandhana ji

glad we didnt scare you off!!!

but I just have so much love for you, I know you can do it, I only see myself in you and know you can pull yourself out of the 40foot well full of the scum of maya.

Become free of desires for maya.

Replace with desire for Gurprasadi Naam, for singing Gods praises, for serving the Creator in every heart, in every living creature. Desire to become such a servant that you forget who you are, what you are and why you even came onto this path.

seva karat hoi nikaamee, tis sevak hoth prapat swamee

...doing seva become desire-free, in such a servant the Master manifests ..sukhmani

Its a really difiicult balance, desire for bhagati and naam and seva and selflessness is a great thing,

desire for specific things like opening dassuma duar, hearning anhad vajay and so on can become maya. Become nothing, sacrifice everything for naam and to the one who eanred the naam and blessed us with it out of their earnings, become nothing and naam knows its own way through this body and mind, like a river knows its way down the mountain - it doesnt need a map or any targets, it just knows deep down to keep going down, down down ....dandauth dandauth danadauth to all 14 realms of Creation.

Please do come again, please keep praying for

gurprasad of naam, naam simran, naam dee kamaee (earning naam), selfless seva, parupkar (big generous heart to help others) and maha parupkar (to save others by giving them naam).

dust of your feet

Harjit