Without hesitation

Satnaam

Without hesitation.    This phrase has been in our mind for the last few days.  Baba gives without hesitation.  Last year at Ufton  court we thought it would be too expensive to hire coaches for the whole Sangat to come to our place in Milton Keynes.  Thankfully we overcame our own wisdom when a penji told us off jokingly that we are only inviting guru but not others? So we requested baba ji to come and for sangat to come as well.  Still hesitating in our mind about the expense of coaches (not working last year, savings were low, money worries were high).   Right away baba ji, with love in their eyes, handed over hundreds of pounds for the coaches.   Again we hesitated to take it, but mata ji nodded at us.     

We learned due to our own fears of "what will happen to us if we give money to others"  we hesitate in doing good deeds of giving.   That is where we lack faith in our guru to take care of where the next money or food is coming from.  That is why we lose the moment.  

Baba ji says just keep our deeds good, truthful, sat, in the moment.  We should never hesitate to do good right now even if our fears are trying to make us hesitate.  When we have satnaam satguru we should have complete faith and no fear to follow their divine wisdom.   

Baba ji said a few weeks ago, that a dying man was told by the doctors his cancer was gone too far and would kill him.  He said, "I want to go back to nature like my ancestors (native Indians).  He lived in the forest for months and lived off the nut, berries, fresh water,  whatever nature taught him.   He came out cancer free.    We said to baba ji,  "but nature can also destroy a person in the wild."   Baba ji replied, "but nature wont do that to you."

So it made us realise when we are in logic we have fears.   Eg if we go to nature we will die,  if we give away money we will be broke. But we forget we are not like others.  We have the gurparsaad, we have God guru's grace with us.  And we should have full faith in it at all times.    

Baba ji said to us before we left sangat a few weeks ago,  "Preeto, no more fears and  insecurities."   this has really helped us. We have become so aware that every decision we take is based on fear of the possible negative future consequence of what we are doing.  So we have taken a step to take a contract job as per guru's blessings but when our fears come of,  "what if we have no job after 6 months?" or "what if we don't do well and they sack us after a week?"  We stop those thoughts now,  because we have faith in satguru's blessings upon us.  

We cant lose this moment in fears and worries and insecurities and anxieties, when we should have full faith in the gurparsaad, God's graceful hand upon our head. Only the ones without gurparsaad and not doing simran should worry. God bless all to do good deeds without hesitation.