God turns his back to the big egotists

Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam

Baday Baday hankareea nanak pit deh.
Nanak: the big egotist God turns his back on them

Sister asked why God would do this, send people away from the sangat? 

  It's not God but our own ego that makes us turn our back on our soul.    The ones who confess their misdeeds and  come to God as beggars for forgiveness are taken back by God.    The ones in cleverness, think they are right, so God also turns his back to them.   This is the thing with all Sangat that is being told off,  we don't know what cleverness they  are doing inside under cover of ego. They can fool us but not God.    Only the ones who really love God would come back as beggars like baljit did.    None of the others have.  So it shows how deep there love was.   This is the thing people don't understand that even by sending us away God is doing it to show us something about our weaknesses about how much love we really had or not. Are we humble enough to change, confess,  come back as beggars? Only baljit contacted us and she was forgiven. None of the others have.

We have learned in life to see where someone stands through their actions, not their words.

God bless you. No one can fool baba ji.

We also got completely drained trying to save our past Sangat.    And they didn't listen to us, not baba ji nor dassan dass ji. We realise everyone thinks they are right.  Or they decide to stick with their family rather than their guru.  And over the years we saw they fave all got darkened faces, lost their innocence but baba ji still shines bright in love.  This time we have not tried contacting or saving anyone.  We pray for them all to get true wisdom. We know the real thirsty soul will come back, and only baljit did. It means all the others have got upset with baba ji.    So what kind of love was that?  Only baljit said, "I have nowhere else to go and no one else is mine."  only baljit focused on what mistakes she had made rather than trying to find faults in baba ji. 

All the others obviously had someone else or somewhere else to go.     Understand gurbani deeply, for the true devotee there is nowhere else to go, cmere satgura ma tujh bin avar na koi, my satguru o have no one but you, hum moorakh mugadh sarnagatee kar kirpa milay Har soi, I am a stupid fool, be kind and unite me with God."    We sing these lines, but when the tests come do our actions live those words?

God bless all with true wisdom, innocence and total love for SATGURU.