You can't do anything on your own

Baba ji,  21 Dec 14 part 2

God blesses you for everything you have done in service to the sants.  Serve truthfully with full belief.  It will come back to you ten times multiplied.  Your sorrows will leave you. You will smile from ear to ear. Even if you are hundreds of miles away, walk towards your guru by earning what I say.  You are here to get the guru's blessings.  Earn it and cool down. Reject it and go down.   If  you could do it by yourself then there was no need for nanak or kabir or Buddha.  Even eating or educating you need others to give you food and knowledge.  It's all ego to say, "I don't need anyone else." And the words you say, I used to say them too when I was ignorant and in the pit of hell.   I know you inside out because I am nothing but your heart.  You can build all the temples and fill them with statues (or holy books)  but nothing will happen without your guru.  You can't do anything on your own.  So stop saying you can, it's all illusion, it destroys your life.  You can't fool me, I wrote the book called God.  

Sit here as long as you want and you will go into mediation, but it's not you doing it, it's the guru filling you up.   Creator is the doer, all glory is his.   Without praising him, the world is crazy without Naam.   The entire world is mentally insane in ego and pride, cheat and lies, commercialism and desires.   Sleeping from reality within.  Even spiritual or religious people are just busy teaching others in order to fill their own belly,  but don't know God inside themself. What is alive in you is god. 

Have you heard a newborn baby, it's singing a lullaby, that's me inside you.  It is a beautiful place, praising only God, but the fools of the world, parents and educated dummies can never know this God inside themself.   

You can't copy saints to pretend to be God like. But you can become God like if you do meditation.

Me and shotee mata have gone beyond our bodies, just serving God, gone too far, no other attractions.   Mata ji is my mother and I am her 63 year old son! This pure state is what we are born from, so focus on the feet of the guru, clean up your inner temple, the more dedicated you are the faster you go.   There is no other ladder or way.  Then I'll do the last dance with you,  that's the dance with God. It's intoxicating.

I am an infant child, nameless, I am Infinity in reality.  I am Satnaam. And then I am nothing.  That's why if you give your head on a platter I can chop it off and give you life.  Absolute bliss, so pristine, so fragile, that I will have to come in (pure comes to pure).

(sangat sits in silence).