Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam ji we came in the world to serve. When there's service to do for family, work etc accept that us what god wants from us right now. When it's quiet then do simran as that us the hukam. Getting upset means not accepting what we are supposed to go doing in that moment. That is the manmat we want to erase.
Same problem we had with job for all these years, didn't accept that is what god wanted us to do. And when job went, and we had all that spare time we could t do bhagti either because mind wasn't accepting no job either.
jiv jiv rakhay tiv tiv raheeay
As you keep me, I accept that willingly
Keep saying it when mind objects to serving.
Satnaam baba ji said whilst we still have these irritations in our mind and get aggravated, then we still haven't finished our bandagi.
Ego is Satan, ego is complaining, ego is fooling us we should be doing something else and ego makes us blame the people around us, makes us think they are the devil!
Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam same things we go thru, learned the hard way. Ego fooled us. Never again by gurus grace.
The thing ego complains about, say to it, please give me more. Satnaam baba ji used to go to the gurdwara and find the kitchen full of dirty dishes a d prayed to god, "please give me more!" be positive about everything. Thats what we see about baba ji.
Just do the task infront of you as seva. Make this step in love, kindness, Satnaam. That's all. Then all us peaceful.
You're dhan dhan, be happy in this moment. Be thankful for kids, husband, health, wealth, don't even think about what we haven't got or didn't get (support) from others.
Mind has got bad habits, complaining, blaming, feeling guilty, getting upset, thinking things will be better if our situation was different. Mind is biggest liar.
Mind got us into this mess, so we don't want to do what it says anymore.
But also if you have too much to do, work, cooking,kids, etc instead if getting upset and saying negative things , calm yourself. And when you feel calm talk to family and explain it's too much for you and ask them how they can help share things.
Just sounds like you are super stressed.
When you have little kids, taking care of them is your simran and seva. That's it. Nothing to feel bad about. When they get older then to ur situation will change and god will give you time to do more simran. Your seva if your kids is your simran right now. That's how we dealt with daya and stayed in peace . But first two kids we used feel bad like you. Trying to look after them through the night, working and trying to do Amritwela wasn't practical at all. So we just did what we could as seva. Simran came later on with Gurparsaad.
Sada Dandauth
meree mat thoree ram tu samrath vada
All by baba jis grace, otherwise we don't have the power to write divine wisdom .
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