From: Pam Prashad
Satnaam Sat guru Babaji, Dandauth Bandana.
Satnaam Dassan Dass Babaji, Dandauth Bandana.
Satnaam Mataji, Dandauth Bandana.
Satnaam Pritanand Ji, Dandauth Bandana.
Satnaam Sat Sangat ji, Dandauth Bandana.
May this fool is bless to always be the dust on your Holy feet. May this fool is bless to speak, write and live in Truth.
This fool is a worthless creature, that sin continuously with each precious breath You bless us with. Oh, Father please forgive us. Empty me of me, and fill this fool with You. I'm tired of me.
This fool does not deserve the Love and Grace You kept showering us with. Your Sweet sweet sweet Unconditional Love. This fool will like to share an experience happened at last week's Sangat.
Upon sitting for meditation we were felt a lot of peace, joy and love. Once we started to meditation we focused on cleansing and spinning the chakras (not sure how to explain), having done that, we then focused on bringing white light to each chakra from the top of the head through the spine as Babaji instructed us to do. We cleansed the body with Amrit and white light and we saw the entire body illuminated in white light.
We saw, at heart center a small outline being/thing in translucent white light. It was moving like wave or side-to-side. The outline looks as that of a person. We didn't give it too much of attention. We just let it be, as we've seen all sort of beings in the past from heart center.
Sangat and meditations was Dhan Dhan, we saw the room filled with saints, great souls, Dhan Dhan Guru Nanak Ji, Dhan Dhan Shri Gobind Ji, Dhan Dhan Jesus ji. They were showering us with beautiful flowers. We felt the flowers as they touched our skin. Fresh, moist, cool, and refreshing. We caught amrit in our palm, which we drank and then pour some over our entire body.
We felt our chakras spinning fast and moving as we vibrate. In bliss, in gratitude, in laughter, in joy, in happiness, in SAT! It was so beautiful. Words cannot explain or there is no words yet created to explain or this fools just does not know the words.
We then saw Shiva ji who just stand and stared as us. We then became lowest of low in his presence. We told him we are nothing, we are shit of shit, we are nastiest of nasty, we are filthiest of filth. We told him that 1 strand of fur on his clothing is greater than us. We acknowledge and thank him for being in our life in the past and told him our life now is with Babaji. We told him to go to Babaji and to leave us as we are not worth of his time. Then he left.
Just after that, we saw Babaji's face popping up like bubbles everywhere. Tiny ones, small one and large ones, everywhere laughing. Then an extremely large face of Babaji popped up right in front of my face laughing. He was in, within, around everywhere and everything...laughing. Showing us that Everything is HIM.
We saw a young man in his 20's in a blue green turban with beard. This vision came from the third eye. We asked him, who he was and why is he showing himself. Then the vision opened larger and larger and we saw thousands of the same like person in Sangat singing. Babaji said that was another world that are singing as we are doing SATNaam.
Then Gurcharan ji was singing with Amarveer ji on tabla. As the drums were beating, something was happening to us. We felt our body moving and dancing without us doing anything. It was out of our control. It wants to get up and shake. We closed our eyes and enjoyed the beats as it goes in our being; we felt the sound resonating in our cells, our body, almost like ecstasy. We let it be, let it flow, as we drench in it. As we were doing so, we felt something inside of us moving. Then we observed that there is a person who is dancing like crazy in us. Arms thrown freely, hair flung wildly. Dancing with no inhibitions. Dancing FREELY with no care. We saw our body separately sitting, while this person dancing… We were observing as a third person. The Body, the Mind and the Soul. We (the Mind) were scared. We thought something possessed us as we sat quietly observing this person having a Great time. We went back to what happened in Texas last November. Our though was, Oh my God, something possessed us.
Later we went over to Mataji to ask her to scan us as we saw something dancing in us. Babaji overheard us speaking and He said that our Soul was dancing and the mind will not even allow us to enjoy that. It's putting fear in us. Babaji said the soul was over joy from hearing SAT and being in Sangat it was dancing.
Babaji, this fool does not deserve any of this. This is all by your GRACE, Your GUR Prasad, Your Blessing, Your Love.
SAT Par Bharam!
Sat, sat, sat, sat, sat, sat, sat.
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