Try or die - beating depressed state of mind

Hum maha kaami krodhi lobhi mohi hankaree, sanu bax deho.  We are mentally sick, we need simran to heal us, we have to try harder, we have to do whatwver it takes, we cant give up, giving up means we go back into hell, we have no choice but to keep climbing our mental blocks.  We cant see the light at the end of the dark tunnel, all we know is the darkness we are in, but we trust in satnaam satguru and keep on walking , no matter how much the mind keeps telling us to give up, that the light is for others, the light is not in our destiny, the light is not in this life.   We have to carry on, we cant stop, where will we go if we dont even try.  Baba ji said , "i would rather try and fail 1000 times than to never have tried".  But every time we fail, another part of us gives up, gets down,  too many failures , leads to depressed state of mind, and we give up. And it gets harder to get up and start again for the 1001st time.  That is our state of mind.  But pritam anand ji said, yes plan ahead, but accept the outcome as good whatever happens, then we live in peace, in hukam.  We have to try else we die without fulfilling our true destiny.  Satnaam forgive our sins, forgive our sickness, forgive us forgive us for giving up, forgive us for losing hope,  for no longer even trying. Only you can breath life back into this dead body, only you can pick up this fallen drunk (on wine of maya), only you can water this withered plant with the nectar of your naam, sat naam sat naam sat naam, only you can break our chains and remove our pains, only by repeating sat naam again and again.  We cant give up in bhagti, we cant give up in family, we cant give up in job or study, we have to do all with dedication, focus and commitment, we have to beat our mental sickness and not be beaten by it. In Satnaam we trust, we may never see the spiritual delights, like divine light, anhad vajay, guru darshans, amrit intoxication and so on, but at least we can get out of hell of depressed mind and five thieve living.

Satnaam satnam satnaam bless us all, hear our fallen call, other than you , my satguru, we have no one, we have to try or die.

Satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam