Why is Spiritual Progress not happening for me?

Satnaam ji, dandauth bandhna ji, we had a chat with paji yesterday.

16:30 rahul: satnaam ji , how 's everyone there.

16:31 me: satnaam paji

  all is good all is God

 how is your simran

 rahul: going well

  i m feeling ok

16:36 anythng u want to tell me abt simran and why is stages not happening to me , i don't say i m wanting but then also...

16:37 me: go back to basics

  its not about "me"

 rahul: means

 me: you just said "not happening to me"

16:38 means ego is talking

  ego is wanting something to happen

  ego is doing simran

  nothing will ever happen

  except frustration and complaints

 me: before doing simran, do ardas

16:40 ask for "satguru ji YOU please come and take some SEVA from this dog of your court, only YOUR Gurkirpa can take some SEVA from us."

  start with "haumai nahee tuhi-tu" - no ego only You

  and keep doing until ego melts

  and then start satnaam satnaam

  when you finish, do dandauth bandhna to your satguru who took the seva from you

16:41 and thank them "thankyou for whatever you gave me, and also thankyou for whatever you didnt give us yet."

  then there is no ego doing simran

  no complaints

  only thanks

  for being able to do satnaam kee seva

  which is simran.

16:42 ok?

16:46 rahul: thanks


God Bless all.