Thursday 18 February 2010

Re: [Truth] confessions from an unforgivable fool utmost fool

SatNaam Dearest Taranjit Ji,
Dandauth Bandhna ji,
 
Veer Ji,
 
out of everyone you are the one who confesses the most and regularly,  but is it helping you?  Are you getting worse, before it was confessing bad thoughts, but now are you confessing violent actions as well ? " we are even doing lot of anger we hurted our younger sister hard with beating."
You have been confessing regualry about masturbating for a few years now, but has your lust diminished, has it gone?
 
Gurbani says, "Kaam Krodh Nagar Bahu Pariaa, Mil sadhoo Kandal Kanda he" - ANger and Lust compleelty fill the body-town, but meeting the Sadhu
they have been complelety destroyed.
 
Ask yousefl why haven't my Kaam and Krodh been completely destroyed since meeting Dassan Dass Ji?
 
Why am I still confessing to these actions of mine even after all these years?
 
 
By confessing, which is a good thing to do, you are gettinng calm again.  But until you deal with the root caue of your Lust and anger, you will always be fighting those fires and confessing.
 
The reason you still get angry and have lust and masturbate is because deep down you actually enjoy those things.  If it didn't make you feel good, or give you some positive feeling, then you wouldnt be donig it.   You masturbate because you enjoy it and its a release.  You get angry and beat your sister because your took out your frsutrations out on her - YOUR OWN FRSUTRATIONS out on an innocent person.  But it gave your anger a release.
 
These are the reasons why all of us keep on indulging in our 5 thieves, because they satisfy some selfish need within us.
 
So how will you ever get out of their grips if you really deep down dont want to, because they satisfy your needs?
 
Confessing has become like washing a mud wall, its still muddy.
 
There is only one way to beat them and that is to relly earn the Guru's Words, Dassan Dass Ji;s words, Baba Ji's words, Gurbani's words.
 
There are two ways to beat desires according to Baba Ji, and that is either to give them up completely and fight them and be willing to die trying.
Tanraj ji told us that with lust, the way to beat it, is to hold out for as long as you can without masturbating.  Then when you fail, then try again and hold out for longer, and when you fail again, hold out for longer and keep doing so, and everytime keep on doing your dasandh of seva and simran and giving daswandh.   Then one day lust will not bother you again.  Tanraj ji is living example of this.    The other way Baba ji said to beat desires is to fulfill them, so go and get married, have as much sex as you desire, years and years of it, and children will come and it wont give you any guilt because within marraige sex is a boon.  But keep doing your daswandh of sva, simran and money.  Then it wont bother you anymore.  Like Rajneesh said a ripe fruit falls off the tree by itself.  When lust has served its purpose it will wither away within you.  This is how we feel mostly nowadays.  The first path is very difficult, we tried that year ago and there were many blessings to be had.  But second way is longer but also works. 
 
So you really need to decide how you are going to win this war against lust, simply confessing everytime is goig to work without deep down practical changes.
 
Also with anger, anger is due to yourown frustrations.  so why are you frustrated?  What is your ego holding onto, that is getting offended and then causing you to be violent towards others?  we were same last ear when we beat our daughter - it was due to our own controlling nature and her nature to to be acntrolled.  After that we gave up trying to control anyone, its only God's Hukam that controls everyone anyway, trying to go against that or to change that causes anger.   Baba ji said to us just do your bhagti and God will take care of your family.  So you also have to trust in god as well and stop controlling your sister or family or whatever it is that you are doing that means you are not trusting others or accepting what they are doing.
 
Bottomline is you have to get to the root cause of your anger and lust and take postive steps by changing your attitude and perhaps change your life to overcome them.
 
 
Dust of your feet
Harjit
 

 
On 17 February 2010 04:24, taranjeet singh <jeet.taran@gmail.com> wrote:
 

Satnaam SatNaam Sada Satguru puran hai Satnaam

Dandouth at feet of eveyone Satnaam in all Please accept this ritualistic seagull's dandouth at ur feet  jee,

Satnaam jee from few days we have been comannded to confess about continous misdeeds which we are making may God bless us to be in sync with Truth and love satnaam jee we are full of lust, we are full of anger, we are full of mistrust, we are full of foishness, we are slanderer, we are lazy and manmukh we dont deserve the kind of love which is being poured on us without any discontinoution Satnaam-satguru dhan dhan sat sangat jee we keep on speaking, hearing doing out of ego please forgive us if u can and take us along with " Oh durr key musaa fir humko bhee saath le le rey hum reh gaye akele" Satnaam jee we are full of greed and attachment we dont do ardaas of self slandering we keep on accumalting maya desires and we are masturbuting every night this our naked self centric self we keep on lusting on par dhan par tan " mein prem naa chaakeyaa bhav karey " we are full of mistrust and we are disobedient lot who needs to be sticked hard please stick us so much that we forget the sense of self and we die and u rise oh always phoneix of love u rise we die , we are even doing lot of anger we hurted our younger sister hard with beating please forgivethis maha kapatee, maha krodhee rakshash for misdeeds which we are knowingly commiting if u can Satnaam-satguru sat sajaan meet preet sat muraaree mein moorkah ardh , gawaar gawaare teri dey mat apni maare man nivaa mat uchee kar taare oh puran sant bhagwant sat banwaare satnaam jee we are full of desires please dust all these desires by beating we are manmukh please make us sanmukh and if u wish please make us Gurmukh please delete us and u come all over u take command satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam sada sat sat sat sat sat sat sat sat satnaam give us that ardaas which takes us out of this paash karo puran ees maya daa vinaash Sat pargaas satnaam jee oh God of gOds oh param of param oh suprme divine blessed graceful Satnaam and his divine sat roop sadhu sangat jee sat-sangat jee please bless this manmukh with naam ka sukh naam ki bhukh and we shall move forward towards u satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam.

please all forgive us if u wish to for the offendings which we keep on commiting SatNaam.




just a nirgunaare ainaa samjhe khud ko siyana satnaam

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